My first post of 2009!
i won't waste too much time dallying, because there's friggin chemistry homework,biology homework,mathematics homework, KI IS Proposal, Chem and Bio trial SPA, geog and KI readings to be completed.
come to think of it, its been a long time since i started this blog. how i wish my worries were as mundane as they were then...muscle ache,fatigue,plain tiredness.seems like child's play now.sleeping at 1am everyday, waking at 5.30am,reaching home at 8.30pm everyday,life's become kinda boring.
Every now and then i have to blast people, especially the canoeing girls team, for all sorts of reasons. I think they hate me. Its too bad, too sad. Life is harsh. Why? Because life is not based on lies but truths. Truth is harsh, especially to some people, especially to girls. They seek to hide,to put aside,to carelessly scatter around bits and pieces of information which hurt them, pretending that all will eventually be swept away by the random gust of wind. Truth is, there is no wind. It will all pile up and get messier..dirtier. Harder to clean up.
Nj canoeist, its not just about training. Its not just the team. Its not about studies. Not what i thought it to be.
~ITS EVERYTHING~
UPDATE: 25 chin ups coincidentally happens to be my current standard, although i hit 35 a few months ago. Became the capt. on a whim of the boss, then got demoted to vice cos i stood against him one fine day...not too unhappy about it though :) Can run quite fast but not that fast,still hate running. Can row 1.58 for 500m :) Became slightly more 'trimmed'. Grew minute amounts of muscle. Gained 10% muscle definition. Became desensitized to scoldings, trainings, emo messages, fatigue. Did so-so in promos, made myself the public enemy of the canoeing girls :(
even Mr. low thinks that im ahem.....too much. Yea yea i should be more sensitive, i guess.
Monday, February 9, 2009
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