By the way....

I've shifted to another blog. It's all the rage nowadays, tumblr and twitter. Just so you don't miss me, visit kzh91.tumblr.com

It's been a year or so, almost 2?

This nugget of information was on the "Some Random Stuff" tab at the side from 07 - 09.
Would be a shame to delete the thoughts i had as a 16 year old. Time flies and here i am,
right on the cusp of adulthood. In some ways i've changed, in others i remain as i was. But that's for a later post.

Here we go, a bit of myself blown into the clouds of "The Evil Google Machine" recorded for all posterity:
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So ahem. I'm a canoeist/Dragon boater. From NJC. The NJ people also put there they are runners. But i hate running lol.(2009)Oh yeah i also realised that we are supposed to be muggers.
don't think i will follow that.

Why i create this blog:
Becuz i bo liao wad and i dont want to spend the whole day doing simple exercises lol. (updated - i'm still bo liao, but i don't do any more simples)

AGE: 16 years old as of my bday in 2007. (Updated - 20, almost 21)

Male. (Still Male)

181.5 cm. Every millimeter counts OK? (183 haha!)

Weight: Fluctuates between 70-75Kg. (Same as ever)

What i'm currently interested in:

How to grow more muscles(tell me tell me!) (Not anymore,I'd rather get leaner)

How to IMPROVE my endurance...(other than torture) (--There's no other way...)

Pretty Girls LOL.(face i mean) (Still interested)

How to become a genius. (I already am hehehe....)

How to canoe my K1 faster. (Not of much use now)

So if you have answers then tell me lol.
(Realised that answers hold more meaning if you find them out yourself)
-thx for your insights btw, A.R Chia.
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Looking back, this kinda makes me feel old. Here's a video for you, my unknown(and probably non-existent reader)
Cheers to nostalgia!

This title is just for show

I hate the A levels. Its making me do what i hate doing, its making me stressed because of my own expectations - talk about self conflict. I feel so shitty doing my IS, slogging it out and destroying my brain cells. It takes so much effort just to write those 3000 words. The first 500 already took like 15 hours or so of studying,reading,researching, like wtf! my dotaing hours are limited to like from 1am to 3am and i've practically no more time for other games that are very much worth playing. Not to mention i haven't even started studying for my common tests. And all the competitions are coming and i have to spend time training as well. What a F-ing sad life. Well at least my concept of sad is like some other people's concept of happiness. Scant consolation. And F!!! I think i pissed matthew off today. Because i told edmund something about matthew and edmund asked matthew and matthew inferred that it was me and he slammed me. yeah literally slammed me in 1 msg. This is one of the few times that i actually feel remorse. I should have immediately seen that it was quite a sensitive topic, given that he almost never spoke of it till recently and treated it like a taboo, not even as a joke which i took it to be. Especially when it concerns his image and the image of the affected parties, in quite a severe sense, i should not have told edmund and given an impression of having extremely loose lips. Yet in my ignorance i went ahead. So funny, in retrospect, that i always realise the gravity of the situation RETROSPECTIVELY. As the word suggests, it is not of much use except to learn it as a lesson for the future. Which probably will not sink in deep enough for me not to folly again. I need to be more sensitive, yet my carefree spirit tells me otherwise. carefree or careless?

Today is not a good day

My first post of 2009!
i won't waste too much time dallying, because there's friggin chemistry homework,biology homework,mathematics homework, KI IS Proposal, Chem and Bio trial SPA, geog and KI readings to be completed.

come to think of it, its been a long time since i started this blog. how i wish my worries were as mundane as they were then...muscle ache,fatigue,plain tiredness.seems like child's play now.sleeping at 1am everyday, waking at 5.30am,reaching home at 8.30pm everyday,life's become kinda boring.

Every now and then i have to blast people, especially the canoeing girls team, for all sorts of reasons. I think they hate me. Its too bad, too sad. Life is harsh. Why? Because life is not based on lies but truths. Truth is harsh, especially to some people, especially to girls. They seek to hide,to put aside,to carelessly scatter around bits and pieces of information which hurt them, pretending that all will eventually be swept away by the random gust of wind. Truth is, there is no wind. It will all pile up and get messier..dirtier. Harder to clean up.

Nj canoeist, its not just about training. Its not just the team. Its not about studies. Not what i thought it to be.
~ITS EVERYTHING~

UPDATE: 25 chin ups coincidentally happens to be my current standard, although i hit 35 a few months ago. Became the capt. on a whim of the boss, then got demoted to vice cos i stood against him one fine day...not too unhappy about it though :) Can run quite fast but not that fast,still hate running. Can row 1.58 for 500m :) Became slightly more 'trimmed'. Grew minute amounts of muscle. Gained 10% muscle definition. Became desensitized to scoldings, trainings, emo messages, fatigue. Did so-so in promos, made myself the public enemy of the canoeing girls :(
even Mr. low thinks that im ahem.....too much. Yea yea i should be more sensitive, i guess.

Im still ALIVE!!!

Finally after almost 10months of stagnation i hit 25 chinups(lousy form though)(but still i do all the way straight up and down)(with elbow angle exceeding 90degrees) !!!!woohoo !!!
Running doesn't seem to be that bad after all, if you run 10 rounds, just think that you are lucky not to be doing 20 instead.

I am bored

Mr. Kzh is BORED.

Im tired as well.

SHIT.

This is an anomaly.

20 sets of lamppost to lamppost sprints, then some mileage.

1 set = 2 way up and down between the lampposts.

Lamppost dist is approximately 50m

NO REST between the sets just turn and go next set.

SPRINT, mind you.

And my arms hurt again.